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you see, the therapist said i mustn't keep chipping at teh past, or even the future, like this. avoid the bad thoughts, avoid your blog,...

Ha, ha, ha. So sorry about that. I know i know, and thanks for the emails, but i was indisposed, as it were, indisposed in a short, but ever...

My mother had taken me aside, after the dismembered scraps of quail had been sucked into my oblivion, and the dregs of the dinner wine sat k...

For christmas, to make a belaboured point, i bought my brother a very expensive bottle of 50 year old Glenfiddich (pronounced Glenfidick, ac...

God, so little to report. i had jetlag for a month and i've been sitting in this office doing nothing. i negotiated the terms of my reha...

I'm back. I'm back in country and in job and i have a cupboard on the second floor of my brothers firm that looks out onto some over...

We’re standing at a junction. It’s just here. We walk down, in the near distance the financial centre is busy leaning on itself. There’s t...

We were sitting in a cafe on 5th avenue, when she say to me OMG that's Ethan Hawke. and it was. he was sitting there, eating a danish an...

I was searching for the solace in forgetting. What I wanted was to be someone else, to try and take on life from a different angle, from a n...

God, sorry about that. I was doing so well, but i had some kind of "overdose" say the doctors. Self medicating i was. Awash with p...

So Jason Cleck released his new album. i met him in the pub and he showed me the album cover and it was fairly typical fare. a couple of pic...

I was feeding ducks in the park. It was quiet enough, a drizzle was falling, keeping the plebs away. It’s been raining non-stop for a month...

have I FUCK!!!

I've been thinking a lot about spirituality lately.

Here’s some ground rules, to learn if you happen to be on the Lig. The “rock-star” and their indulgence is your meat and drink here. Well, l...

I had stumbled across the party, although I do it a great service with that word. The launch..uh..gig. the soiree. the gettumtogether. Miffy...

There’s an act to waking up, or rather a play, in a few acts. In act one we’re introduced to you, and you’re enigmatic to say the least. We’...

Follow the trail of breadcrumbs, that's the thing. piece it all together bit by bit. I was around in Bredon's, oh, a week ago, a mon...

So, so very slowly, put it all back together. That's the way. I tip toe around the issues. That’s the way. I am a beacon of normality, w...

So in the end it was simple. Isn't always? Gert, clearly fed up with all too often finding me on his couch, concocted it over a joint a...

Where has the last month go. With nothing better to do, I holed up in the flat. i sat around, initially tinkering with the script, even fu...

I went away for my birthday, just there. i needed out of this place, i needed away from everything. there's this oppressive heaviness in...

Christ. I had Cathy around for dinner, after work, last week. It wasn't easy to ask, i felt like a tool. it seemed unnecessarily formal...

So I Gert around the afternoon of the Wales games (fuck, I had when sentences start with SO…). The idea being genius in it’s simplicity. We ...

We we’re rehearsing the other day, and Angela had these songs she’d written. The other two lads were being quiet and antsy. I got the impres...

Brendon calls, the dvd is ready, with the clips of the girls. It’s old hat now, but there might still be enough in it to at least vaguely am...

The new guy is sniffing around, he comes in, and leaves a slice of cake on cathy's desk. a slice. of. fucking. cake. why doiesn't he...

You see these people who post on their blogs all the time, you know the type. every day they're updating and letting you into the minuti...

I was down the Music Centre, with Gert and Trigger. We were borrowing Triggers drums for the audition. He’s played with a few groups, some w...

Christmas was a washout, much as I expected. I’ve never really done it, I totally didn’t do it this year. First the sister phones up sayin...

Busy, Busy is the word. Gert finally got back in touch, and I was going to kill him. He called about Thursday I think, and I was sitt...